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This is a Rock N' Roll takeover
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[11 Jan 2005|04:13am] |
oh by the way
new livejournal:
TeachMeRemedy
add me
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| in the waiting line |
[11 Jan 2005|02:25am] |
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A DOZEN FURIES WON!!!!!
I'm so pumped about that
not only cause they were awesome
but cause i've been saying it from the start
Cynder didn't stand a chance
That really pumped me up
and my band is finally gonna play a show
its Jan 28th at Kell's battle of the bands
So everyone please come check it out
it'd really mean alot
so i guess today was a good day
watched the new surreal life at Ben's with him, cara, pat, and york
This season is ten times better
We also watched a shit load of room raiders
everything just felt good today
i think i may try to sleep in my room tonight
we'll see
we'll see
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[10 Jan 2005|04:50pm] |
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class tonight
not pumped
but not bummed
and for you that don't know
i'm in class from 6pm-10:20pm on mon and wed
so no calls please
i got the Garden State soundtrack today
its really good
and i got a new hat
So tonight we find out who wins Battle For Ozzfest
It fucking better be Marc and A Dozen Furies
seriously i will be pissed if he loses to that redneck
so that pretty much all i(am) did/doing today/tonight
i made a new screen name, its the name of my side project
TeachMeRemedy
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[09 Jan 2005|06:19am] |
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colin hay |
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and if i lived to be a hundred and two
i just dont think i'll ever get over you
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| the just of it |
[07 Jan 2005|02:06am] |
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This is where I say I've had enough
and no one should ever feel the way that I feel now.
A walking open wound,
a trophy display of bruises
and I don't believe that I'm getting any better, any better.
Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring
and I'm thinking awful things
and I'm pretty sure that few would notice.
And this apartment
is starving for an argument.
Anything at all to break the silence.
Wandering this house
like I've never wanted out
and this is about as social as I get now.
And I'm throwing away the letters that I am writing you
'cause they would never do,
I would never do, never.
thats basically how i am feeling these days
today was super boring
Nick and Trevor somewhat saved it for like the 30 min we got to hang out
tomorrow i work til like 5 or 6
so if you can vision me in your plans tomorrow
give me a jingle
i'll catch ya on the jangle
I'm gonna go watch Kill Bill
did i mention how much i hate all this
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| Tonight rat poison for dinner |
[06 Jan 2005|02:29am] |
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say anything // bayside // chiodos |
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So today was a big annoyance
i woke up early and got to chatty at 8 to get shit figured out
it ends up the lady isn't even there yet
so they tell me to come back at 10
i get back and 10 and they say i can't see the lady
that there computers are messed up and have no clue when they will work
i was like "well i need to get this stuff situated before 6"
and the bitch gave me some shit attitude
i had to drive to the marietta campus and they did it in 2 seconds
and speaking of which
my classes aren't bad at all
not too big of classes
same teacher which is awesome
i think i should do well
before i went to actual class i went to lunch with paul, caitlin, and mike
then we watched Arrested Developement
i love that show
then home
then school
then Ben's
somethings gotta change
i hate being like this
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| fuck what you know |
[05 Jan 2005|12:23am] |
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my chemical romance |
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so tomorrow i start school
kinda excited but yet not
i've kinda been out of the loop
it really bugs me how people judge one another on appearance. We all fucking do it. Just cause someone dresses different or in a way you wouldn't dare to be seen in, they automatically are a joke or a freak. So many people wont even talk to others if they don't somewhat fit into their style corner. Its bull shit. I know when people look at me and see all my tattoos they think i'm either a fuck up or a freak. Thats sooo shitty. Just say u have tattoos and you and this girl or guy like eachother and things are great. But one or the other wont take it any further just cause u have ink and they think that its gonna hurt them by job and social status. So many parents and kids are like that around here. Or they have their septum pierced so they must be the devil. So many people get treated like shit for things like that. Sorry i don't where abercrombie or where khakis and birkenstocks. Sorry if i'm not scenexcore and don't tease my hair just right. Sorry if i wear tight walmart jeans and huge video game shirts and like computers. I admit i do that shit towards goth kids and the people that wear huge black clothes. Its fuckign shitty of me. For all i know, one of those kids could be an awesome friend. You know just fuck all of that. I wish shit wasn't like that. Its the fuckign worst here in the south too. Status and appearance are everything to half these fucking people. Thats why i so wish I live else where. I know i am ranting and raving but that shit really ticks me off. We all need to look at the way we act towards shit like that. Even myself. i just had to get that off my chest.
anyways
i need to save more money to finish my tattoo
so everyone can judge me
haha
they will
i am getting rid of my saturday class
i work alot on saturdays and i can take that class next quarter at a better time. i don't need to take a lot right now. I need to focus on what i have to. Intro to microcomputers can wait.
mike made me listen to damien rice today
its not bad
i wasn't in the mood to hear it
but it wasn't bad
i've been too busy being an asshole lately to everyone
just cause i'm not in the best of spirits
that doesn't mean i have the right to treat everyone like shit
my apologies to you all
so i work thurday and friday like in the morning
if anyone wnats to do something after that let me know
done
and
done
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| coat to coast |
[04 Jan 2005|04:11am] |
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eh
had better days
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| it was a mistake to smell the shirt....i can't wear it now |
[03 Jan 2005|03:11am] |
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my chemical romace |
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i guess things got a little better as the day rolled along
i still felt like utter shit
i had company this time
went to the mall with amir
i bought a hot and snazzy sweater from hollister
the eyes of the world are on me when i wear it
hung out with The Max, lowry, and ryan c at waffle house for a bit
fun times
then we went to the party
which was lame
so we bailed
then i went to nelli's
i didn't go to practce today cause i don't know the 2 songs we have
they go back and forth with them and i get sooo lost cause i don't know wtf is going on
they were supposed to record one today
watch we become like every time i die and i never go to practice til the songs are recorded
i would hate that
once they get them down and i get it down everything will be straight
so i got a subscription to alternative press
i'm very pleased with that
sorry for today
it was just too hard
it was still good to see you
so this is the new year
not much dif from the beginning of last year
both starting off on the wrong foot
in time things will change
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| and our autumn has turned to ash and your growing as cold as this winter |
[02 Jan 2005|01:37am] |
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so the 1st session of the tattoo was amazing
it looks outstanding
in my eyes
end of this month i go back for the color
excited
so new years was fun
not as fun as i wished it'd be
but hey
thats life
but still it was good to be with awesome people
i watched Jersey Girl
really good movie
i don't see how it got bad reviews
tomorrow should be interesting
yup.......
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| bigwig, you know me |
[31 Dec 2004|04:15am] |
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in 13 hours
it begins
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANGUS!
WHERES THE FUNERAL?
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| fuck |
[30 Dec 2004|02:26am] |
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fuck
fuck fuck
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
fuck fuck
fuck
fuck
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| take these misunderstandings |
[30 Dec 2004|01:15am] |
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work was hell today
i got home like 15 min ago
my kidney kills too
not this shit again
tomorrow is another all work day
i am sooo pissed off
today i was trimming up my sideburns
and i guess i just got lost in space and i let the shaver slip from my hands
and guess fucking what
i totally fucked up my left sideburn
i fuckn yelled i was sooo pissed off
i couldnt save them either
now they are short again
oh well
i can't wait til friday
tattoo
bens b day
gonna get crazy krunk
friends
they fucking hold u together when ya need em
i'm gonna shower and take a pain killer for my back
and watch one of my all time fav movies
resident evil apocolypse
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| why don't you say it to my face |
[29 Dec 2004|12:56am] |
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The Juliana Theory |
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worked today and it sucked
i work from 7:30am to midnight tomorrow
fuck that shit
i decided to treat myself to some movies tonight
i bought:
Garden State
Resident Evil Apocolypse
Wicker Park
I wanted to buy Wimbleton but Ryan did instead and we dicided to trade off
i wish it were friday
the voice is fading and i hate it
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| and if i live to be a 102 i still don't think i will ever get over you |
[28 Dec 2004|01:44am] |
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sigur ros // stretch arm strong hahahaha nice combo eh |
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had fun last night
too much fun
i paid for it today
and i don't want to work tomorrow
or any other day this week
i wish it were friday
i could be going to get my tattoo
and then being with friends
missing the people i can't be with
then forgetting everything
i heard the saddest most depresing song ever written today
i'm sooooooooooooooooooo depressed now
the title of this entry is a lyric from it
gosh
i hate this
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| i want to know your plans and how involved in them i am |
[26 Dec 2004|09:48pm] |
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say anything |
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due to miscommunication over the holiday we just had,
the tattoo i'm getting has been rescheduled to friday at 5
its cool cause now i can get a little more cash to tip him and stuff
dowdy's party was fun
gonna have another party at mikes in a bit
then more work all week long
i just can't do it yet
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| merry christmas, i could careless |
[24 Dec 2004|09:08pm] |
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park // bayside |
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i just had my christmas
i wasn't too excited
i just wanted everyone to like what i got them
which they did
didn't get anything i wanted but i didn't care
i can just take it back and get the money for it
today is the 24th
oh wait....the 24th really doesn't matter anymore
had fun last night
even though i fell asleep early
and woke up to marker all over me
i cant wait for new years
i just need another night of not having to worry about my problems
tattoo on sunday
i have enough money now
well i'm 30 short
thats including tip though
for everyone else
happy holidays
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| i see it in the shadows, i know your never coming back |
[23 Dec 2004|02:10am] |
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tomorrow is the last day of work til sunday
which i have to be done by 1:30
so i can get back in time for my tattoo
I love Kama
I can just listen to that cd non stop
I am about to watch The Big Lebowski
tomorrow...
hahahah
i need to be happy
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| against all odds |
[22 Dec 2004|12:25am] |
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Phil Collins |
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How can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh
You're the only one who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me,
when all I can do is watch you leave
Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the
tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now, oh there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face
Ooh take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what I've
got to face
I wish I could just make you turn around,
turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you,
so many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your
face
Now take a look at me now, cos there's just an empty space
But to wait for you, is all I can do and that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now, cos I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
It's the chance I've gotta take
Take a look at me now
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